i begged to not be hated, i begged for understanding, i begged for forgiveness; only to find myself begging for all those things again. i've been on my knees for too long, i've been clawing at the walls of my mind for peace for too long, i've been blindsided by neglect for too long. so long, farewell, and may your lives be what you wish of it. from all of me to all of you, Nam Huu Nguyen

sorry, it was meant to be that i left mindsay. i didn't create this blog and i hardly updated it, hardly anyone read it, so i was planning to go. sorry if i upset anyone, misled anyone, or in general pissed anyone off thinking i was in some desperate act in need of attention. a suicide note isn't written in places where no one will read it.